That terrible

That terrible terrible feeling upon seeing poor grades from exams even though much effort was put in.
I get so deflated I can't believe we've got to carry on.

I guess others can carp at my efforts. I sense that compared to others I'm putting in my time. Maybe my studying method is not effective. That has to be it. Okay really, for one class I see my faults, the other class maybe 20~30 out of 300 understand what's needed from the professor.

Terrible feeling however.